OMG I am 40!!!
Yes I am 40 now but I don’t feel 40. 🙂
For a long time I always told people I was older than I was, only buy a few months. I always went from time of conception rather than birth. I just always wanted to be perceived as a little older than I was. Made me feel more mature or responsible I guess.
Not sure why or if this happens to others but the continuous years going buy and this idea of getting older, for some reason, is always associated with getting wiser. Experience is important and there is knowledge from experience but getting older doesn’t instantly make you smarter. That is the thing that tool a while to click, wiser is not smarter, like knowledge is not intelligence.
know that I am 40 I do have fleeting moments of desire to go back a little, maybe 10 years and give it another go. The age old “If I knew then what I know now” and I have always thought of hindsight to be the biggest bitch.
So I figured I might start writing a little more and hopefully encourage little lamal to join in. It really is a skill that should be nurtured and developed as early as possible. There are so many things that I must force myself to do because it was done at earlier age. Now they seem like chores and irelivent wastes of time even though I know they should be done, like making the bed. Why make it, your only going to sleep in it again. I know why, it just took so long to figure it out. its really anoying.
So this is the first, more to come I hope.
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